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Now's not the time to sulk I know, or be sentimental, I have a Midterm 'morrow.
Eversince that encounter with her, I've been looking at the past, and reading emails from June '03
Been a long time, I'm afraid that if she ends up with that bulemic face, bulemic waist I won't be able to control myself .

"You got a lot of perfections as it is."

She ain't the type that craves for attention, that's what her email said, but I am...
I know I am...I know I always did...should find some way to quench that or else I wouldn't be able to control!!! control...whoa buddy control! I have 3 years and 2 more 5 years to work on...I need to have a business before it gets too hard to start one coz of school

I got so many things to do, and I can't seem to get it goin'

Ironically
The last thing I need (a committment)
Might just be the only thing
That I really need to get my engine running.

But who?
Where?
How?

Gawd!!!!! I know I asked you to find me someone that summer...
man...it's so complicated! TO WANT, TO LOVE, TO BE HUMAN...