I frequent this place to the point of losing my identity, to the point of losing myself. I have no right to be doing this. I've lost myself somewhere, and I just can't go back to that spot, because even that, I can no longer remember. I am a shadow hovering over the world, nothing but a shadow it seems, making no difference, making mistakes, but no difference...now, more than any other instance I pray for patience. I have been rash...