If and when...

...i do find someone, I'd make it a point never to do this:

-be overwhelmed with what i feel so much so that i would go saying things like, you mean the world to me, or, you are more than i could ever ask for...because, honestly those mushy lines only last until the break up lines start pouring in...or until you get onto each others' nerves

-never to smother anyone with too much love and attention, i think smotherings are meant for patients with retardation, those who really need that love, attention and affection...no one else seems worthy of such attention

-damn it, if i find someone, i wish i'd remember the things I'd just said, is it amnesia? ...what is it that causes one to forget? love is like sirens singing lulling you to sleep, making you forget, is it like sleep? is it necessary to put your heart and mind at ease? a necessary evil that lulls you to sleep only to jolt you back into existence...a little too late for a great many things...