I miss you...you know how I always do...you once said that you are afraid of losing me...I wonder why you said that...have I done something? Have I ever made you feel that I am but a fleeting moment in your life? If I have, tell me what and why, and I will do my best to address these doubts. We won't reach a compromise of words...I would simply want those doubts to die with basis.

...I don't know why I miss you so much...have I been without you for so long that it feels as though each little goodbye reminds me of the trauma of being without you...